I remember joining Monolith for the first time (11 and 1/2 months ago). I wasn't going to actually play seriously, I did expect to get banned within the first hour of me playing. The only reason I was getting on was to mess with my friend, Cody Foster, who was in the Beltrán-Leyva Cartel (what I think it was called) and he worked for Justin King (swift), the leader. I remember getting hooked and Cody showing me how to play. He taught me how to farm and mine. I remember farming with him on the side of the ravine and we had our cars parked right next to us while we farmed so that we could listen to music. We sat there for hours. Eventually, Cody began to play less and less over time. After getting mugged multiple times while farming publicly, I moved over to server 2, where I joined the Black Knights which was run by @FunkMasterFlex . After I was accepted, I decided to bring along another fella (Johnny Hernandez A.K.A. Lil squid) who I have met on another community and we joined the Black Knights and started to farm and grow. Eventually @Lil Pat was introduced to the server by Johnny. He originally thought it was stupid but then he got hooked and started to play. I remember the C.A.K.E alliance, which included Luxury, The Wong Family, Unknown Saints, and the Black Knights. We were going to go to server 1 and rule it. I remember when I farmed enough to buy a Nissan 370Z and I would show it off to @Lil Pat and Johnny. Then eventually, Luxury and all of the other organizations in cake disbanded. All of the leaders slowly began to play less and less. Overtime, the organizations came back but then disbanded. Then I met @Jack Everadon and Underground Scene or Scott Orcenaux. They started an organization that all three of us joined (@Lil Pat, Johnny, and I). Eventually we met Tom Hernandez and @kyubi1098 . After Scott got banned, the three of us joined an organization that was run by Tom Hernandez and a bunch of his buddies and we joined their group of friends. Overtime they became more toxic and toxic. @Lil Pat and I broke off of that group multiple times and tried to not associate with them but then we would join back because we became bored. Eventually everyone in that group of people were banned. Johnny was included. All was left was @Lil Pat and I. Somewhere around that time, I have received Mentor and planned to stay as a Mentor and for a couple of weeks I had a reason to play. After that, I lost a motive to play on Monolith. I didn't play for 1-2 weeks and rarely got on. Finally, I wanted to become a part of the staff team. I thought it would give me a reason to be active in the community and it would be a reason for me to play. I felt like I have reached the end game. In order to become a staff member, I had to show that I was active once again. After a week of getting on everyday, I finally made my staff application. I felt that I would absolutely get Mod if I behaved well. A day or two after making my staff application, I made a HUGE mistake which I regret extremely. A series of events unfolded which motivated me to kidnap someone and as I held them in the basement of Richard 10, I forced them to watch a disgusting video at gun point. I didn't think that it would impact my staff application at all but it did. I broke a community rule which I should've been community banned for. I have no idea what I was thinking. I regret it completely. I don't regret it because my staff application was denied, I regret it because I should've realized what I was doing. It was not okay. I wish I never thought of doing such a thing. I am going to apologize to the person I did this horrible thing to even though I am quitting Monolith. I am grateful that I was not community banned because as a Mentor I was supposed to be a good role model to new players. I have failed in doing so. Even though, I will still be able to keep Mentor if I apologize (which I still will be apologizing), I will be quitting and resigning. Anyways, becoming a moderator would've given me a reason to play and because I was denied, I have lost the chance to have a reason to be a part of the community and the server. Monolith is an amazing community that I am so happy to be a part of and I hope that it prospers and grows. Ultimately, I made a HUGE mistake that I regret completely. I am going to apologize to him no matter what. Thank you for a wonderful and fun 11 and 1/2 months. I have had an amazing experience. Goodbye everyone.
Thank you @Lil Pat, @Lola Meid, @DevulTj, @Chubby Baby, @Superheavy, @GreggsPasty, @Tyler, @Karma, @Space Cowboy, @Broheim, @ELIASS, @Ultera, @Major Lorne(Pmx), @Jack Everadon, @kyubi1098, @FunkMasterFlex, @Lambsauce | Joseph Heinrich, @lil squid, @Underground Scene, @IKia, @Ice, @Natann, @the entire staff team and Monolith community for a good ass year
(If I didn't tag you, I'm sorry, I tried to include everyone)
You can contact me through Discord: razile#4723 or through Steam: razile
Thank you @Lil Pat, @Lola Meid, @DevulTj, @Chubby Baby, @Superheavy, @GreggsPasty, @Tyler, @Karma, @Space Cowboy, @Broheim, @ELIASS, @Ultera, @Major Lorne(Pmx), @Jack Everadon, @kyubi1098, @FunkMasterFlex, @Lambsauce | Joseph Heinrich, @lil squid, @Underground Scene, @IKia, @Ice, @Natann, @the entire staff team and Monolith community for a good ass year
(If I didn't tag you, I'm sorry, I tried to include everyone)You can contact me through Discord: razile#4723 or through Steam: razile
