As you probably guessed from the title, yes, i'm leaving. At times like these, there's not much i can think of to say, so i will make a few points explaining why i'm going through with the decission.
The point of this post wasn't to turn the topic into an unhappy tone, but i'd rather show how i feel instead of hiding behind a mask. I probably won't be coming back at all, but who knows.
@ELIASS You were my drifting buddy.. what happened.
@Major Lorne(Pmx) You were like a mentor to me, thank you for everything you taught me.
@Gurrazor You were always the nicest person i knew here, and i knew i could trust you.
(The rest of the people i was going to mention already resigned, you'll be missed.)
Goodbye.
~Mr death
Not the Monolith i joined.
I joined Monolith almost a year ago (11 months) and since then, a lot has changed. I'm not necessarily saying these changes were bad, but it changed the way i looked at Monolith in general, which i had to just stick with, this regards the community as a whole, and not just the server. I just don't feel like this is what i want to play anymore.
I'm not a person to stick around.
I'll admitt that this is a flaw of mine, and not the server's. I have played Garry's Mod for too long to experience anything new, which is one of the main reasons i easily lose motivation in being a staff member after some time, not to imply that being a staff member is horrible, but doing the same over and over again is just not something i want to spend my time on, i need variation, afterall, this is a game, and i simply want to enjoy it.
This is not something new.
I've thought about this decission many times before. And Gurrazor is the person who kept me from resigning before, which i highly appreciate. I'm sorry, but i've been patient enough. It has been 6 months since i was promoted to Administrator, and i don't think of myself as an inactive staff member. I have nothing more to say here..
I joined Monolith almost a year ago (11 months) and since then, a lot has changed. I'm not necessarily saying these changes were bad, but it changed the way i looked at Monolith in general, which i had to just stick with, this regards the community as a whole, and not just the server. I just don't feel like this is what i want to play anymore.
I'm not a person to stick around.
I'll admitt that this is a flaw of mine, and not the server's. I have played Garry's Mod for too long to experience anything new, which is one of the main reasons i easily lose motivation in being a staff member after some time, not to imply that being a staff member is horrible, but doing the same over and over again is just not something i want to spend my time on, i need variation, afterall, this is a game, and i simply want to enjoy it.
This is not something new.
I've thought about this decission many times before. And Gurrazor is the person who kept me from resigning before, which i highly appreciate. I'm sorry, but i've been patient enough. It has been 6 months since i was promoted to Administrator, and i don't think of myself as an inactive staff member. I have nothing more to say here..
The point of this post wasn't to turn the topic into an unhappy tone, but i'd rather show how i feel instead of hiding behind a mask. I probably won't be coming back at all, but who knows.
I'd like to give a thanks to the people who helped me during my time here.
@ELIASS You were my drifting buddy.. what happened.
@Major Lorne(Pmx) You were like a mentor to me, thank you for everything you taught me.
@Gurrazor You were always the nicest person i knew here, and i knew i could trust you.
(The rest of the people i was going to mention already resigned, you'll be missed.)
Goodbye.
~Mr death
