lost item

yesterday when the server crashed i lost my m1911 and when it crashed i just got off. but the next day i came back (today) and i dont have it anymore. i would like to get it back if possible.

i lost it to the mass vdm rdm rule breaking murder in front of the bank i hit by RANDOMLY FREAKIN FLYING CARS BEING HIT BY BATTRIES AND OTHER SORT OF THINGS I LOST MY ITEM BECAUSE OF THAT and i don't have any evidence but some other people saw it in my hands before the mass vdm flying VEHICLES i...