Steam name: Young Cluckers
Steam ID: STEAM_0:1:52284590
In game name: Hamza Grant
Ban length: 4 months
Banning Admin: @HockeyExpert30
Ban reason: player harassment, IRL threats, unacceptable behavior
Unban reason: have served around a month of the ban and would like to reflect and clarify why this behavior occurred and ask for a second chance
Time of occurrence: March 23rd 2021
To start off I’d like to say I really miss this server and I feel so embarrassed I would let things in my personal life interfere with what has been the greatest help to me being with my friends and the community since I’ve been injured. I’m currently recovering from a gunshot wound and at the time I was taking a lot of painkillers to assist in daily life so as I wouldn’t scream or cry performing normal tasks. Monolith has been a wonderful way to have semi normal interactions with people where I almost forget how badly I’m injured. That being said the behavior in question was an instance I am highly embarrassed about as I was not in the right state of mind due to being in pain and on fairly strong painkillers. This does not and will not ever excuse any untoward OOC behavior towards any players on the server. I have offered to apologize as I know that is not something I would do in the right state of mind. I am ashamed of the fact that I made someone in the community feel unsafe as the things I said do not represent how I would normally act. Now after being banned for about a month of the four I am glad to tell you I am no longer taking any painkillers and deciding to fight it out with good old ibuprofen and nothing that could put me in a state of mind where I would say anything or do anything to potentially damage anyone in this community I have held dear for multiple years now. I am profusely sorry for the way I acted and I want any and all staff and players to know I have taken steps to ensure nothing like this will happen again. I may be dealing with a serious injury but that’s no excuse to take it out on the server. If you do decide to give me a chance to come back you will see that this shameful instance of pain and analgesic fueled stupidity and insensitivity does not represent me as a person or as a part of this community. And like I said I have taken measures to ensure I cannot and will not be in any altered state of mind when playing so this will not happen again. To the person I hurt or offended and made feel this way with my behavior I am sincerely sorry and to the monolith staff I am also sorry that my personal struggles ever bled into a game and community I hold very dear. I am asking for a second chance and for you take these things into consideration and hopefully find it in your hearts to let me participate in the community again. Thank you for reading, And I hope you will give me a chance to prove that I will never engage in this sort of unacceptable behavior again.
Kind regards
EA
Steam ID: STEAM_0:1:52284590
In game name: Hamza Grant
Ban length: 4 months
Banning Admin: @HockeyExpert30
Ban reason: player harassment, IRL threats, unacceptable behavior
Unban reason: have served around a month of the ban and would like to reflect and clarify why this behavior occurred and ask for a second chance
Time of occurrence: March 23rd 2021
To start off I’d like to say I really miss this server and I feel so embarrassed I would let things in my personal life interfere with what has been the greatest help to me being with my friends and the community since I’ve been injured. I’m currently recovering from a gunshot wound and at the time I was taking a lot of painkillers to assist in daily life so as I wouldn’t scream or cry performing normal tasks. Monolith has been a wonderful way to have semi normal interactions with people where I almost forget how badly I’m injured. That being said the behavior in question was an instance I am highly embarrassed about as I was not in the right state of mind due to being in pain and on fairly strong painkillers. This does not and will not ever excuse any untoward OOC behavior towards any players on the server. I have offered to apologize as I know that is not something I would do in the right state of mind. I am ashamed of the fact that I made someone in the community feel unsafe as the things I said do not represent how I would normally act. Now after being banned for about a month of the four I am glad to tell you I am no longer taking any painkillers and deciding to fight it out with good old ibuprofen and nothing that could put me in a state of mind where I would say anything or do anything to potentially damage anyone in this community I have held dear for multiple years now. I am profusely sorry for the way I acted and I want any and all staff and players to know I have taken steps to ensure nothing like this will happen again. I may be dealing with a serious injury but that’s no excuse to take it out on the server. If you do decide to give me a chance to come back you will see that this shameful instance of pain and analgesic fueled stupidity and insensitivity does not represent me as a person or as a part of this community. And like I said I have taken measures to ensure I cannot and will not be in any altered state of mind when playing so this will not happen again. To the person I hurt or offended and made feel this way with my behavior I am sincerely sorry and to the monolith staff I am also sorry that my personal struggles ever bled into a game and community I hold very dear. I am asking for a second chance and for you take these things into consideration and hopefully find it in your hearts to let me participate in the community again. Thank you for reading, And I hope you will give me a chance to prove that I will never engage in this sort of unacceptable behavior again.
Kind regards
EA
