Good evening, day, morning, night to you all
As you have seen I have recently been demoted due to recent situations. After a brief discussion with deku and maj.kat I stand by the decision to demote me and was completely warranted , as it would be better for this community as a whole.
I have personal issues IRL being a Sheriffs deputy can be stressful and depressive at times, and have allowed everything to bottle up for so long that I unfortunately allowed myself to lash out at other staff members and become toxic, and while im not trying to use that as a excuse, I feel like it needs to be said.
IF there is anyone I have lashed out to I do apologize, while im not making this "in hopes to gain staff back " as I was already thinking about resigning constantly due to my inability to be a team player, and my problem with holding grudges and Temper problem, etc
Thanks for all the great memories on this community since rockford.
With that being said I will get on from time to time, but honestly recently I have been burnt out of gmod in general.
Im not going to tag people I enjoyed playing with as there are far too many staff and players that I have enjoyed on a daily basis
-Gammer
Edit: Thank you for your support during this time, It truly means a lot to see so many of you in my discord dms and on here reach out with the upmost respect regarding my situation and unfortunate downfall. One day I hope to come back and say Im a totally different person from the bottom of my heart I appreciate everyone in this community, regardless of if I banned you, or sits I took didn't go certain ways.
Thank you for probably the last time.
As you have seen I have recently been demoted due to recent situations. After a brief discussion with deku and maj.kat I stand by the decision to demote me and was completely warranted , as it would be better for this community as a whole.
I have personal issues IRL being a Sheriffs deputy can be stressful and depressive at times, and have allowed everything to bottle up for so long that I unfortunately allowed myself to lash out at other staff members and become toxic, and while im not trying to use that as a excuse, I feel like it needs to be said.
IF there is anyone I have lashed out to I do apologize, while im not making this "in hopes to gain staff back " as I was already thinking about resigning constantly due to my inability to be a team player, and my problem with holding grudges and Temper problem, etc
Thanks for all the great memories on this community since rockford.
With that being said I will get on from time to time, but honestly recently I have been burnt out of gmod in general.
Im not going to tag people I enjoyed playing with as there are far too many staff and players that I have enjoyed on a daily basis
-Gammer
Edit: Thank you for your support during this time, It truly means a lot to see so many of you in my discord dms and on here reach out with the upmost respect regarding my situation and unfortunate downfall. One day I hope to come back and say Im a totally different person from the bottom of my heart I appreciate everyone in this community, regardless of if I banned you, or sits I took didn't go certain ways.
Thank you for probably the last time.
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